Habitual Insanity

Is it just me or does the very labeling of a day as a “holiday” just invites family arguing, the pressing of buttons, and high tempers? 

I have been laying in bed ill for the past few hours, thinking all I needed to do was read and watch The Big Bang Theory until I realized I had an exam tomorrow…it is 3 hours later and all I have done is continue to convalesce, talk on the phone, and watch TV…why must everything happen at once???

Glee:

Once Upon A Time:

Grimm:

New Girl:

The Big Bang Theory:

And part of me kind of just wants to re-watch Torchwood because…

I have developed this horrible habit of assuming, once I decide to attach even moderate importance to anyone, right after this they decide they hate me. Generally if someone hates me I’m all…

Except once I decide someone is a friend or someone I want to make my friend, then I decide they HATE me my reaction immediately becomes…

And THEN:

Then we begin to progress into the anger phase. How dare they lull me into a false sense of friendship then make me feel inadequate when it is THEY in the wrong!!!

Which quickly turns into indifference.

And finally I come to the conclusion that I am simply too awesome for them and they are simply jealous of how amazing I am and they are not.

Then there is only two ways of progressing from here. Either I maintain my indifference to their existence and we never become the friends I had originally planned. 

OR

It turns out to be a huge misunderstanding and they want to be my friend too and they had just happened to be tired on that day and I, in my insanity, had interpreted it as annoyance and hatred. Which of course leads to this reaction…

And all is well in the land.

:D

Thank you my dear, I could not have said it better myself. While I do know it does come off rather patronizing, I do have the horrid habit of taking on the accent of whomever I am speaking too. It is very much not on purpose, but it does occur. I suppose it is my inner theatre nut trying to break free? Well anyways, it makes me feel better that even Helena Bonham Carter does it as well. :)

Sooo….me before Quidditch Practice today:

MY ANKLE IS HEALED!! BITCHES WATCH OUT TODAY!!!

During the scrimage:

I JUST OWNED YOU WITH THAT BLUDGER!! WHAT? WHAT???

Then I slipped and fell and re-hurt my ankle AND screwed up my quad…

Ah well, I’ll be okay by Friday and DEFINITELY for the scrimmage Saturday.

I’ve just had enough with fake people. It’s not okay to pretend to be friends then stab someone in the back when it is convenient to you. That is not how friendship works.

by quidditch. Seriously all I can think of right now is “Dude, I really want to go play some quidditch.” 

My first scrimmage is today, and yes I admit I’m nervous that I will suck and bring everyone down, but there is also a part of me that can’t help but keep thinking “Holy crap…you’re going to be playing quidditch in less then 4 hours. DREAM COME TRUE.” 

There are 3 things I WANT to do…

Watch AVPM

Watch From Beginning to End

Go to Quidditch practice

There are 3 things I HAVE to do…

Read the Iliad

Go buy a second mouth guard (for quidditch )

Go to Band practice

There is 1 thing I DO NOT WANT to do…

Go to Band practice. (aka the longest most boring of all of the above )