I have developed this horrible habit of assuming, once I decide to attach even moderate importance to anyone, right after this they decide they hate me. Generally if someone hates me I’m all…
Except once I decide someone is a friend or someone I want to make my friend, then I decide they HATE me my reaction immediately becomes…
Then we begin to progress into the anger phase. How dare they lull me into a false sense of friendship then make me feel inadequate when it is THEY in the wrong!!!
Which quickly turns into indifference.
And finally I come to the conclusion that I am simply too awesome for them and they are simply jealous of how amazing I am and they are not.
Then there is only two ways of progressing from here. Either I maintain my indifference to their existence and we never become the friends I had originally planned.
It turns out to be a huge misunderstanding and they want to be my friend too and they had just happened to be tired on that day and I, in my insanity, had interpreted it as annoyance and hatred. Which of course leads to this reaction…
And all is well in the land.